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Lesson learned this year

The most important lesson I learned this year is to appreciate people! I started teaching and finally realized that teaching is such a strenuous task – I don’t know how people do it. There are little things that I can

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KT: convert your thoughts to positive things you believe in

She told me that the positive thinking is good. I should convert my thoughts into things that I could believe in, and also positive. It seems like I have been depressed. However this is the only thing I could really

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Not the problem

If other people are not happy with me then what can I do? I get really sad when this happens. Maybe I should start going to church. It’s like a place where people commit themselves to be accepting of others.

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Dance

Today there was a dance routine!   It was a happy day because of it. But I have been procrastinating about a personal statement. This is not good. I need to get back on track. I have not been on

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What am I feeling?

Why is it I’m numb right now? I don’t feel like doing anything but curling up like a ball and sign off of the world and come back in a few days. There’s too much going on in the world

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Should I blame capitalism

Is there one job in the whole capitalist system where the job is not alienating? I thought I really found the perfect job but it turned out what was expected of me was different than what I thought. Why wouldn’t

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Talking with Anna

Today I could not focus. I stood in front of a crowd of people and introduced the iPA position without flinching and looking at the notes. This is the first time ever I have done something like this without being

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Is life good in itself?

I can see how life can be good in itself. It is what makes “good” possible. The Form of good participate in all these other forms that are positive. Life is like a Form that all things pertaining to life participate in.

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The death of reason is the end of reason

So is there a reason for me taking philosophy as a major? I don’t know why. I want to find a way out of my depression I suppose. How is philosophy supposed to do that? I want to know what

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Organic

I got a not-so-decent mark on the Orgo exam this week. I was really really upset. More than I thought I would. I hate to be upset because when I am, I get very angry. I want to not feel anything.

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